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Better.

Journal Entry: Tue Sep 22, 2009, 11:16 AM
In true spirit of natural emotional cycles, I feel somewhat better. My satisfaction stems from circumstances best left unsaid, albeit these circumstances will remain as such for the foreseeable future.

I'm trying not to worry about it much, right now.

I haven't been coming up with anything new mainly due to the fact that I'm overloaded with work from my "other" two jobs.

BUT, I *am* working on my first solo music album. I still haven't come up with a name for it, but it's mainly all my own compositions (as opposed to the entire band's work) and some stuff borrowed from my drummer, and it's not really alt metal/rock, more electronic, synth, symphonic and industrial sounding music. I wouldn't really put a label on it.

Either way, "band" name suggestions for this solo project are welcome!

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  • Mood: Suggestive
  • Listening to: Red/Hurt/Burn Season/Deftones.
  • Reading: Show Prep.
  • Watching: The Office.
  • Playing: Resident Evil 5.
  • Eating: Lots of junk.
  • Drinking: Hot Cocoa.

I Am..

Thu Aug 20, 2009, 6:37 AM
... Heartbroken.


And this emptiness I feel, is catastrophic.

  • Mood: Optimism
  • Listening to: Self Composed Music.
  • Reading: Between the lines.
  • Watching: Grey's Anatomy.
  • Playing: World of Warcraft.
  • Eating: Absolutely Nothing.
  • Drinking: Lots of Coffee

We're outta here.

Mon Jun 29, 2009, 11:36 PM
So, I'm off to Germany in about 48 hours.

My girlfriend and I and a local band, friends of ours, are heading off to Leipzig to see (and participate in) the With Full Force concert. Then she and I are off to Munich for a few days to do some tourist-ish stuff.

As for other news, after a month of having a daily night show on the radio, my cohost got me laid off the show, but to compensate, I'm being given my very own weekend rock show. Which is much more awesome anyway.

With all the work I'm doing between my day job and the radio, and my freelance logo and branding design work, I haven't had any time to make any art of my own. But I might upload some of that freelance work sometime.

Hope you're all having a great summer!

  • Mood: Optimism
  • Listening to: The radio.
  • Reading: A History of God.
  • Watching: Lost.
  • Playing: Battleforge.
  • Eating: "Healthy food".
  • Drinking: Strawberry Juice.

Start the Shooting.

Thu Feb 19, 2009, 3:56 PM
Hey boys, look where we are
This town ain't big enough for the both of us
So get ready to run
This all goes to show
Just how little you really know
About the way that we are

I notice everything
Like every single rumor
That you spread today
You're never gonna change
Let's set this record straight
I know all your dirty secrets
That you kept from me
This conversation's over

Watch your step
(Watch your step)
This town can chew you up
And spit you out
So pardon me but you shouldn't be so proud
Watch your step
(Watch your step)
This town can chew you up
And spit you out
So pardon me but you shouldn't be so proud

You're all the same
You think that everyone around you cares about what you think
No one knows your name
It's about that time
Take everyone you know and get as far across my state's line
As you possibly can

I notice everything
Like every single rumor
That you spread today
You're never gonna change
Let's set this record straight
I know all your dirty secrets
That you kept from me
This conversation's over

Watch your step
(Watch your step)
This town can chew you up
And spit you out
So pardon me but you shouldn't be so proud
Watch your step
(Watch your step)
This town can chew you up
And spit you out
So pardon me but you shouldn't be so proud

Will they miss me when I'm gone?
Will this time be for too long?
Wait till then
And see if time brings change
Will they miss me when I'm gone?
Will this time be for too long?
Wait till then
And see if time brings change

(Watch your step)
This town can chew you up
And spit you out
So pardon me but you shouldn't be so proud


I know all your dirty secrets
That you kept from me.

  • Mood: Disbelief
  • Watching: The Zen of Screaming - Melissa Cross

The Plot to Bomb the Panhandle.

Tue Feb 17, 2009, 6:55 AM
I've learned to let go


Here's a middle finger
Coming straight from oca-l-a
I appreciate your judgement
It's proved that I can't trust a word you say

Those must be some pair of binoculars
That you see every move I make
So I'll never be a liar
But you'll always be two-faced


You'll get what's coming to you
You're blinded by your instincts
I'm not your fucking game
I'm not so easily beat


I'm looking down at this mess that you've made
And I can't believe that I stayed
So unhappy for so long
Where did I go wrong?
I've got to get out of this
My hand is on the handle
We're leaving everything behind

Goodbye for a lifetime


I'll rip that scandalous bitch in two

We'll bring the noise


Try to pretend that I never even knew your name
'Cause everything you are disgusts me
(Too bad I can't turn back time)
So I wouldn't be here
What I'd give for you to disappear
So tell me girly how's your edge?


You've got nothing better to do
I know why you can't see straight
I thought you were better than this
But you're just like everyone else


I'm looking down at this mess that you've made
And I can't believe that I stayed
So unhappy for so long
Where did I go wrong?
I've got to get out of this
My hand is on the handle
We're leaving everything behind

Goodbye for a lifetime

I'll make my stand
Right here with my friends

  • Mood: Disbelief
  • Watching: The Zen of Screaming - Melissa Cross

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