In true spirit of natural emotional cycles, I feel somewhat better. My satisfaction stems from circumstances best left unsaid, albeit these circumstances will remain as such for the foreseeable future.
I'm trying not to worry about it much, right now.
I haven't been coming up with anything new mainly due to the fact that I'm overloaded with work from my "other" two jobs.
BUT, I *am* working on my first solo music album. I still haven't come up with a name for it, but it's mainly all my own compositions (as opposed to the entire band's work) and some stuff borrowed from my drummer, and it's not really alt metal/rock, more electronic, synth, symphonic and industrial sounding music. I wouldn't really put a label on it.
Either way, "band" name suggestions for this solo project are welcome!