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Hey guys.
I know I haven't been around in a while, but I'm still here and alive. and I check in every once in a while. Life has been a bit hectic lately and I haven't had time to explore my creative side much. But as a gift to you guys, I've compiled most of the poetry and prose I have here into a PDF that you can download and read at your leisure. Feel free to share with your friends as well. Thank you for all the support you've shown me. The link is below.
www.mediafire.com/download/vjl…
I know I haven't been around in a while, but I'm still here and alive. and I check in every once in a while. Life has been a bit hectic lately and I haven't had time to explore my creative side much. But as a gift to you guys, I've compiled most of the poetry and prose I have here into a PDF that you can download and read at your leisure. Feel free to share with your friends as well. Thank you for all the support you've shown me. The link is below.
www.mediafire.com/download/vjl…
Devious Journal Entry
So, it's been quite a while since I last wrote here.
I still work at the station. I was actually Assistant Program Director for the past year. And then some shit happened (which had entirely nothing to do with me personally), and I got reassigned to "Operations Coordinate". Of course, my on air shows remain the same and that had no effect on them.
For those of you who know me, I've always been an avid rocker. From listener to frontman in my band. But that actually fell apart over a year ago. But I had closure, and it doesn't hurt at all.
That being said, I of course had to fill the void with something.
Dubstep.
I know, I know. You're all
Change..
I quit my job.
My day job, that is. So my night job is now my day job. And that job is radio jock. Yes, I am now a full time radio presenter.
I have more time to do things I've always wanted to do, like write more music, refine my guitar skills, learn more production techniques, read more, exercise, sleep better. And of course, it's great that my full time job involves music. I get paid to play music. It's not MY music, but still, it's music.
It's great. I never dreamed I'd be doing this. I remember years ago listening to the radio and thinking of how cool it would be to be that guy on the other side. And now I am, and it's everything I've
Better.
In true spirit of natural emotional cycles, I feel somewhat better. My satisfaction stems from circumstances best left unsaid, albeit these circumstances will remain as such for the foreseeable future.
I'm trying not to worry about it much, right now.
I haven't been coming up with anything new mainly due to the fact that I'm overloaded with work from my "other" two jobs.
BUT, I *am* working on my first solo music album. I still haven't come up with a name for it, but it's mainly all my own compositions (as opposed to the entire band's work) and some stuff borrowed from my drummer, and it's not really alt metal/rock, more electronic, synth,
I Am..
... Heartbroken.
And this emptiness I feel, is catastrophic.
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